Oh, do I hear you brother--but I have to tell you, get off the
Methadone NOW, it'll kill you. My sad story: Started meth in 1986, used it daily. Had stroke in 1998, now have broken back, fibromyalgia (neurological system disease), I was at 115 mgs when I walked away in May,2006 (52 yrs old), nearly died from the meth; nearly died trying to kick.I had seizures, ended up in hospital, don't remember a thing. What saved my life?-A drop of the real opiate will help more than the garbage the drs want to force on you. But, then again, at my age, building up tolerance and addiction again is a small issue compared to the alternative.Please don't wait. Stay away from the poison methadone and find what works for YOU. Believe me, any "help" you get from meth is not worth it, if you live to tell the story. Dig it?