Hi Oxymoron,
Good gawd man, are you completely unfamiliar with the concepts of self control and tapering? Say you do go to inpatient rehab, what will prevent you from going right back to it once you get out if you have no self control?
Tapering works and you can wean off without the pains of withdrawal. My habit began almost 2½ years ago in an immediate and bigtime way with bags of iv dilaudid and supplemental
morphine. This was the equivalency of hundreds of mg of
oxycodone. For two years now I've been weaning off as I healed from this injury that was initially termed "catastrophic". At this point I'm down to an average of 7 (yes, seven) milligrams of oxycodone per day. Yes, I've suffered from pain at initial plateaus of reduction until I stabilized at these levels but this was injury related pain, not withdrawal pains. I haven't experienced withdrawal symptoms since early this year when I'd sometimes wake up at 3-4 AM in withdrawal.
You can do this too.
dobo