abey,
Hope you are feeling better by now. Sounds like the usual withdrawl symptoms. They are tough to deal with. I haven't been online for a few days because I took a 4 day weekend. I was exactly 6 days straight and for some reason, I used pills over a two day period. I was able to get some which won't happen again as there are no more to be had. At least no where I know of. But it took me two seconds to give in once I knew they were available. So I am now at 51 hours. Really not much in terms of withdrawl symptoms. Just a bit edgy and depressed and still lacking the energy but all in all, not too bad.
I hope you are still clean. By now you should be on day 4 so hopefully you are feeling stronger today and the symptoms aren't so bad. Hang in there. I'm praying for you (and me), and all those others who are fighting this addiction. |