Thanks for your words of encouragement and support. Am back counting hours again....40 so far but the goodnews....my supplier left the State and now I have no access to any more pills. Hopefully this is what I needed to stay clean. Dont feel so great now but that will change in a few days. The mental addiction is the toughest battle since it's pretty much a life-long one. The withdrawls are temporary..the urge is forever. I need to figure out how I will deal with the mental addiction.
Hope you are well in your recovery. Keep the faith! |