Thank you all so much for your advice...and no worries...i won't do coke again. and i am VERY proud to say that i haven't had a single OC since tuesday night at 8pm. Its been rough..VERY rough. But im damned and determined! Hell its insane..i love having money in my pocket! I used to come home from work (bartending) and would go straight to the drug dealers house and blow EVERYTHING i made! Im going to do this...i've got to. I would do ANYTHING to be able to sleep...but im sure that in time, it will get better, it has to!
Thank you girlie and junkie for all your advice, you are wonderful!
~Chick |