Hey I am still really new to this I am 29 and a mother of 3 kids and I have let painkillers take over my life... I am scared to tell anyone cause i dont want them to look down on me... someone told me about suboxone... i am to embarrased to ask a doctor about this... so I was wondering what should I expect with the withdrawls from this... I take about 10 - 12 tabs a day and this is getting very expensive and also messind with my health.. I would like to be able to go cold turkey but so far no luck ... The only thing i have noticed when I have tried before was just staying really annoyed by any little thing... if anyone knows what I should expect please let me know and if there is anything i could get without a doc to help me get through this i would appreciate it.. thanks so much