Your right... the doctors do not tell you how addictive it is... they dont know what they are doing. Many are in it for the money as my doc is. Thank GOD for this site and I found out soon (I hope soon enough) that 40 mg is unfounded and dangerous. I have been thru rehab three times in my life. Alot of good they did for me. Allowed me to suffer so in wd, calling me a piece of sh* contantantly untill I cried and agreed, tearing me down to the soul just to "rebuild" me. Calling me a liar constantly, all in 30 days. Then set me out in the real world and telling me what to do for a living, where to live and continue to control my life. And all for a mere 4-500$ a day, and that was 20 yrs ago. OH, no insurance.. well your have to pay up front if you want to live, or srry but your insurance will only pay for 2 weeks here, do you have any more money, sell you car if you want to live. You sure would sell it for a fix. Look at what u will do for that. "Look around you, 80% of you will not make it." So, I made the 30 days, now you have after care (for a fee of couse) We will continue to do urine screens at your cost. If I have a slip, thats it your out of after care, cut loose, your a looser. The last time I went to a thirty day program I swore to myself I would rather die first. SO, now you say lets just jolt your body into being clean over a few hours. For get allowing your brain time to heal. For a measely 6,000 bucks, then maybe your insurance will pay for inhouse rehab. IF not... go to na or aa. Let me tell you your chances are slim that you will make it. YOu have a better chance if you have 30 days to allow u time to recover.. how much would u spend on the dope.. if you want to live you will pay for it. Well Nicole... thank you for your support on the sub... I hope u never have to walk my shoes. I can not really print what I want to say so I will stop here.
Sister,
three time looser.