This is my second time replasing from drugs. The first time was from cocaine and now oxytocin or?

I read Oxytocin as oxycontin, if you mean oxycontin, try the thomas recipe, I have not idea about oxytocin, sorry.

drambie - it is a powerful opiate that lst many hours and has been a mmiracle for some but for addicts who found they could chew it up it is like heroin - actually it is synthetic heroin. TERRIBLE withdrawals like heroin. Has to be weaned down . My son was addicted to it - he had a 'friend' who gave him about 50 bottle of it to sell - some friend. They felt like they were in the movie 'Blow" His 15 minutes of fame came screaching to a halt when he forgot to take it and didn't realize he was in withdrawal and that was the beginning of his knowing that he was addicted. As a good addict he just made sure he was neer without it again. He's on suboxone now - everything has a withdrawal - they are all bad - and we all make it somehow.

Oh and I was on it too and when I saw what he went through I stopped - it was the only really sensible thing I did with a drug - but I'm sure I took something else since a had a torn labrium and the Dr. said it was arthritis. When he finally did surgery it was 9 hours and he literally had to sew my whole arm up. I was in such pain. Ijust had a hip replacement and took it for about 3 weeks and felt terrified - so took more norco and when I tried to wean down (too fast) I ended up taking everything in sight and drinking and was a mess. I had forgotten everything I had learned - had to get it back again and I was really a mess. Medicine is just that but for addicts we have to be so careful and really it can't be done - not by me. If I get something that is painful again I will either stay on ultram or it will be the end. I have to die sober and clean.