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Suboxone - Hello all!! I am glad that I found this online. I have had a long history of opiate?
- Posted:
- 11 Feb 2012 by topher0378
- Topics:
- suboxone, opiate, abuse
Added 11 Feb 2012:
abuse.. When I finally woke up, I put myself in a program for suboxone... Today I am 8 days sober and off my meds. I jumped off at 4mg. This was the worse detox I have every experienced.. A couple years ago, I quit percs cold turkey and was not nearly half as bad.. I do understand that suboxone stays in your system a lot longer. I feel better today than I have yet... but the one thing that lingers is depression... The kind of depression like someone close to me passed away... I found myself crying some days for no real reason at all.. Moreover, no ability to do anything at all... Even eating... Nevertheless, I must say I have forced myself to the gym, to take walks, and to do anything but nothing... Man I really hope this does not last 20-30 days.. Suboxone in my opinion is the worse drug I have ever taken.
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11 Feb 2012
Welcome to the family, I am on a taper of percocet, haven't really found a plan that suits me, but I won't give up. I know the feelings of depression and not wanting to do anything. I take Prozac 40mg daily, and that helps. Also Xanax on my very low days with anxiety:panic , that helps a bit. Hang in there, u van do this. Take care, helpmehawaii
11 Feb 2012
dear Topher, welcome to the site. Many drs don't know how to get someone off of suboxone. Jumping off at 4 mgs is not suggested, slowly tapering, so that you are reversing the opiate tolerance you built up, is the way you are supposed to get off of it. I am not sure what your situation is, if you would be able to and be willing to get back on and taper off, or if you want to keep on without it. It will be rough for a week or 10 days, then you will get a teensy bit better each day, maybe not enough to feel normal, but a bit better. When someone who has developed an opiate tolerance (me included) and the opiate is stopped abruptly, all those withdrawal symptoms are attempts by the body, to send enough misery, to either get you to take some opiate, or attempt to get the brain to boot up its damaged pain relieving system and relieve the misery. Nearly every system in the body will attempt to send a different miserable symptom in an attempt to get the brains's attention.
Thank you for your prayers.. It means a lot.. I have no plans of getting back on Subs.. I feel strong enough now to continue forward with this.. I do have a Dr. and she told me that studdies showed you can jump off at 8mg.. I couldn't imagine doing that considering what I had to go through at 4mg.. I'm just glad that I found this place to share my story and maybe give some people hope that it can be done.. Last night was the first time I was able to sleep more than 2 to 3 hours since I stopped.. Thank god for that.. I think that is also part of the reason for the depression I have been feeling.. One step at a time..
Glad you got some sleep. I know that helped. I am also glad you updated, thqnk you, we care around here. I have a friend who jumped at 40 mgs, while he was in rehab, that is 8 mgs more than anyone is supposed to be rx'ed, he said it wasn't too bad, but he didn't have to be at work or anything, cuz he was in rehab. Thank you for updating, you're still in my prayers. Patti
12 Feb 2012
Hi Topher,
Don't punish yourself. You have jumped off too soon and it could take 2 to 4 weeks until u feel better.
Get back on 4 mg. daily for a week or so and then cut that into half a day or 2 mgs. daily. When you are feeling that bad, even 2 mgs. can make u feel much better. Don't put yourself through that pain.
My longest was 10 days before I had to get back on 8 mgs. a day.
Tomorrow will be my 9th day sober.. I have no interest to go back on the subs.. I know that jumping off where I did is not recomended but I had enough.. I was ready for the body aches but the depression that followed blind sided me.. fortunatly the program I was in required that I see a phychologist... That has helped me understand more why I use and have used.. Just trying to stay strong minded.. What was it that made you get back on the subs??? What was it that made you feel you couldn't go forward with it.. ? I must say though I have a lot of time off right now because of my job.. That helps so much knowing I don't have any real pressure and if I had to, I could just lay around all day if I was feeling terrible.. Good luck to you!!
P.S. another reason I stopped... I had to pay for all my meds out of pocket.. My insurance doesn't cover any of the cost for the subs.. I spent over 2grand from May till Jan.. It would have been cheaper for me to continue taking percs ... What a joke that is!!!
topher... how sad and how true, and how WRONG, what u said about it being cheaper to continue with the opiates than to be able to commit long-term to suboxone due to your insurance company not covering it and the huge amount of money u have spent already... i am very lucky to have good insurance with the small company i work for, otherwise i would not still be on suboxone as I am. I have been on suboxone for over a year now... I am ok with this and have gradually worked my way down in dosage. i am taking 8 mg a day. i started at 32 mg. Back in November, I forgot to take my suboxone for 2 days, i know it sounds crazy, but nonetheless true, and once i became aware of this, i thought Wow, maybe I am ready to come off of this... i had been taking 8.5 mgs a day until that point, sometimes 8 mg...
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Thank you for the support.. I find that trying to exercise is the best thing I can do to combat that.. Also allowing friends and family into my life.. meaning letting them in and getting support helps a lot.. I thought about trying some anti depressant but at this point I don't really want any more pharmies in my system.. Good luck to you as well.. I have in the past actually jumped off of percocet cold turkey and it only took 4 to 5 days to get back to normal without the depression.