i have found myself taking ten or more of these a day plus 8 hydrocodone pain pills a day... i want off these,but where do i even start... These pillls have ruined my life a little bit more each and every day... i hate myself and want off these... oh and by the way... these are all doctor prescribed,been on pain pills for 5yrs now and abusing soma's for past 6months... im so tired and just want my life back... i need help please!!!