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Hi! I am a 28 year old, happily married woman. I've been with hubby for close to 12 years now. He is my rock! We don't have any kids yet, but are... read more

Hi! I am a 28 year old, happily married woman. I've been with hubby for close to 12 years now. He is my rock! We don't have any kids yet, but are trying. :) I've been diagnosed as being bipolar with ptsd and severe anxiety. I take lexapro 20mgs daily, serquel 200mgs at bedtime, and klonopin 1mg 1-2 times daily. My dr. would prefer I take depakote 1500mgs a day however, I'm not comfortable being on depakote while trying to get pregnant so I'm off of it, with her knowledge, for now. I grew up with an alcoholic father who was verbally, physically, and sexually abusive. A mother who was mentally ill and very verbally abusive. I've had several other abusers throughout my life. I feel like I've spent a lot of my life being a magnet for abuse. This site has been wonderful for me so far. For the first time, I feel like people understand what I'm going through and its great!!