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Hello to all, I am 53 years old, on way too many meds and look for answers on here and other places when my doctor doesn't seem to want to help. I... read more

Hello to all, I am 53 years old, on way too many meds and look for answers on here and other places when my doctor doesn't seem to want to help. I suffer from depression, boy do I, have been known to be suicidal but never had the guts to do myself in, something that I watched my Dad do as a youth and hoped that I would not do, unfortunately I find myself in the same deep ruts that Dad went through before me. To say the least when I am good I am a very friendly happy person, when I get in the rut, I am evil and not myself, I need help but wish to give help as well. I wish all good health and will try to help anyone that I can, that is my gift. I have an enlarged prostate and take terazosin for that, I take blood pressure meds and cholesterol meds and triglyceride meds so I am medicated up.