I guess overall, this is a bit of a long story, but one I want to put out there and get any help that I can. For an extended period of time, I had taken Vicodin, hydrocodone, and Oxycodone to help "improve my daily life" and to help "alleviate stress"; I started taking them every day, and a few times a day. about two months ago, I started taking Adderall 15mg to help me get off the narcotics. Well, It did it! The adderall made it where I didnt even like looking at the pain pills. My problem though, is I started taking the adderall to help me with my mood swings, and to do the same thing I was using the pain pills for... to help my mood stay in check. I went from taking 15mg adderall to 20 mg, to a 15mg and a half of a 10mg or even a full 10mg with it to be "adventurous", or even a 20mg and a 10mg... I do NOT like the way I feel anymore. I have no desire to eat, and am now down to 127lbs, and am 5'7, when I was 136 before, and loved how I looked. I need help. I want off these, but lack insurance, or the funds to go to a doctor(Guess I should mention I got the medication recreationally, and not from a dr). I tapered off as best as I could, taking only a 10mg yesterday, and none today(its now 10pm). The only problem I seem to be having is lethargy and spiratic aches over my body. Please, I need not only help, but support. I want off these as soon as I possibly can, and I want to do it the right way. I believe in my ability to stay sober off them, but I need to be able to get off of them first!!! Is there anything I can take to help speed it along? I want to be flushed of this nasty drug and no longer dependent on it! I dont want it to go any farther than it already has...