Especially if you don't want to? I'd love to hear from you. How are you doing with it?
I'm not doing well at all. I'm not quitting well, and Monday my breathing took a nose dive. It doesn't make sense. I went to a Lung doc yesterday but he didn't say anything about the sudden breathing difficulty. Actually, I was so preoccupied in my mind feeling guilty because I still smoke, that I didn't harp on the fact that this breathing problem became 4 times worse almost over night. It was over 2 nights.
He added Symbicort to my other inhalers, but I Know that I need to quit smoking. I started with cigarettes at 15, switched to good imported cigars at 28. I slowly learned how to inhale them a little. About 15 years later I switched back to cigarettes. And then 11 years ago I quit everything. But I was a Pot smoker back then, and that still allowed me to inhale something everyday. Nine months later I bought a good imported cigar again, and smoked them until 3 years ago. I felt very sick from the good cigars 3 years ago. I tried to quit, failed, and started to smoke crappy cigars. That's where I am today. I desperately need to quit. I need to brainwash myself into wanting to quit because I don't want to. And I live in a state that probably has the highest prices on tobacco of any state. I'll save 5 - $10 a day by quitting. I really need that extra cash. But I also need to breathe. I still don't want to quit. WTF is wrong with me? I hate myself for this. I can't believe I'm being so stupid, because I'm not stupid, but I am with this.
Anyone in a similar boat?

Meant to say this but forgot, did I enjoy smoking?, yup, do I miss it? But I have no choice. Continueing to smoke with the copd, and the way that I breathe (advair) it will kill me. I was a chronic tobacco user. Such is life. :-0) Best wishes Thor.
Hey pledge,
Congrats on stopping. I tried the lozenges and every time I sucked on 1, I wanted a cigar even more. I never tried the gum. I don't like gum to begin with. The patch did work for me in the sense that when I wore it I didn't have nicotine cravings. But I still wanted to smoke,and I did smoke. Since people have been known to have heart attacks by wearing the patch and smoking together, I took the patch off. The other problem is every time I seat the patch comes loose. It's still too warm, I still sweat too much. I'm also finding that not being able to breathe properly makes me sweat more.
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Did you have any help to quit? I mean someone else that was encouraging you. I had 2 Uncles who managed to quit because they both had a daughter that encouraged them. I think in both cases they did it because if they didn't, they were going to lose their daughter's respect and admiration. I don't have any kids, but 20 years ago I was raising 2 little girls with a gf I had. I loved those 2 little girls the world. I used to do almost anything for them, that wasn't bad for them. They are both young ladies now, and no longer a part of my life. But if they had stayed in my life and I saw I was going to lose their admiration because I smoke, that would have been a strong motivating factor to quit. So that's what I mean. I have no one to help me.
If all smoking would do is kill me, I'd be fine with that. But no, it isn't killing me, it's making me more disabled than I am already. That's a problem.
Thanks