I have chemical sensitivity and cant take anything to help. I just don't know what to do. Nobody understands or wants to help me. I feel like I am going to die. Please help me. Please
I have been on ativan for 22 years. It has destroyed my life. I am trying to taper. I am so scared?
- Posted:
- 16 Jan 2012 by Jesuslovesme
- Topics:
- ativan, anxiety, panic disorder, multiple chemical sensitivity
Answers (3)
16 Jan 2012
Hi Jesuslovesme,
How are you doing? It's been a while since you asked this question. Are you alright. You are correct you do need to do a very slow taper to get off Ativan that you have taken for 22 years. How much do you take? How long have you been tapering it, and how are you doing it? I mean how much have you reduced the dose by and how often? I need to know all that to help you.
Why do you say it has destroyed your life, in what ways? Have you told your Doc about this? Do you see a psychiatrist or a family Doc? I'm also wondering if your Doc is helping you to get off Ativan or are you trying to do it on your own?
I'm sorry I had to ask you so many questions, it's just that I can't help you without knowing a lot more things.
This is day 3 of tapering and i can't stop crying. Everyone hates me. My children have disowned me. What's the point. I have lost everything. Please keep writing me. Please be there for me and pray that God is with me. My heart is burning. I feel sick.
I will add you as my friend and I will keep praying for you. I have to go to the doctor so I will be gone for a while, but I will write to you when I get home..I promise. Ruth and hang in there. Please Please hang in there. Everything will be ok. Say a prayer. I will for you too. Ruth.
27 Jan 2012
Hi, I've just read your post, and it brought me to tears. Withdrawls can feel like your own private hell, I know because I have been in that hell myself. I ended up in hospital, bp and hr through the roof, phycosis, hallucinations, etc... bad bad sh*t. What did my Dr do? He put me right back on benzo( ativan) and told me I will probabley be on it for the rest of my life. I hate that, but I've made peace with it. Its now just a part of my life, like food or water. Please don't suffer if you don't have to. Many people are on meds for the rest of their lives, and if it helps you, there is no shame in that. Please talk to a proffesional, life is worth living, I am praying for you sweety. A friend, Taylor
Thanks Taylor. I needed to hear that. Please keep talking to me. You are keeping my spirits up.
Are you still weaning of your Ativan? If so. How is that going? Still feeling ill? Or is it getting better for you. I applaud you for trying. I couldn't do it. And I don't think ill ever try it again.
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I Am doing it alone. I was taking 3 mg a day now i am down to 2 1/2 and i hurt and shake all over and cry all the time. It has destroyed my life and thinking. I am so goraphobic. I can't breathe or function. My doctor doesn't care. Nobody does. I just want to die. How can I make it through this? Please help me
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Let me try to help you. First of all, do you have the 1/2 mg Tabs, or will the Doc give you some of them? Since you have been on Ativan all these years, I think you reduced the dose by too much. I want you to reduce it by .25 mg. The problem is Ativan doesn't come as .25 mg. You can carefully cut a 1 mg tab into quarters, but it would better to cut a .5 mg tab into halves. I want you to do this either way you can. Once you cut the pills, I want you to go back up in the dose by .25 mg. Can you do this? Stay at the new dose 3 or 4 weeks. If you feel ok by then, I want you to reduce the dose by .25 mg again. Basically we're going to cut your dose once every 4 weeks. We can wait longer, but we will try that. We have to allow your brain time to start to make the natural brain chemicals Ativan takes the place of. Your brain can do it, but after 22 years it will take a long time. This whole detox will take a few years. I know you don't want to hear that, but you didn't get physically dependent quickly and you can't break your body's need for Ativan quickly neither.
There is another technique I use when detoxing people off opiates. This should work with Ativan too. But I have a few more questions first. How do you take the Ativan? What I mean is do you take 1 mg 3 times a day, or .5 mg 6 times a day, or 2 mg once and 1 mg once? I mean when you were taking 3 mg a day, how were you taking it? I'm guessing it was 1 mg 3 times a day. First I want your body to adjust to 2.75 mg. Once that happens I want you to break up the doses. I want you to take .5 mg 4 times a day, and the .75 mg once a day. By breaking up the dose in this way we will be keeping a more even amount of the drug in your blood plasma. This will make it easier to make the next dose reduction. I also want you to get a small memo pad and keep track of what time you take the Ativan. Use a new page for each day. Write down the time and how much you take. This way we will know exactly what you're doing. OK?
I also want you to ask you doc for Clonidine. That's a Blood Pressure pill that also does some of the same things Ativan does. I don't know your general health, but if you can take this med I want you to start taking some. Your Doc must determine how much. I also want you to take Baclofen if you can. That will help with the shakes. Usually they prescribe 10 mg 3 times a day. Baclofen is a muscle relaxer that works well for the shakes associated with a detox. Take some kind of OTC pain reliever for pain. I like to use Bayer Aspirin. But you can use whatever is best for you. I just don't want you to take anything with an opiate in it.
Do you take any other meds, which ones? If you do.
I made you a friend. This allows you to come to my profile page and send me a pq or private question. I'd like you to come to my profile page and you make me a friend also. That way I can send you a pq. It may be better to do this with a pq. That is if you want my help. I have helped many people to do a detox before. I know how to do it. If you want my help I will be glad to help you. I always need your feedback on how you feel, as we go along. Every detox is different because all people are different. We have to make it so it can work for you. Okay?
Thor