7 May 2010
Hello!
I am 30 years old and have been taking a very high amount of Tramadol for the past 3 1/2 years. I have gotten prescriptions from my doctor (400mg per day) which was not enough for me. I found a website who sold Tramadol so I purchased 180 50mg tablets. Still not enough for me... Since the site only sold 180 50mg tablets every two weeks, I also purchased from another site (wow, it is pretty astounding to see how much I've taken, now that I see it typed here).
Well, about four days ago I was without any Tramadol. Partially because of lack of money, partially because I was growing more and more ready to quit and knew I couldn't keep doing this to myself. I have been taking about 750 - 1000 mg of Tramadol daily for at least the past year and a half. I was very nervous to stop cold-turkey. I was afraid that my body wouldn't be able to take it and I would have some real problems, but I've been toughing it out.
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The first day I stopped, I talked to someone I knew who had pain meds (hydrocodone) and got him to give me four, which got me through that day. The next day, I had none. I had to work. It was a mess. I could not sleep for more than 30 minutes at a time the whole night before. Nothing could calm the nerves. The second night, I could maybe sleep about 45 minutes to an hour and a half at a time. The third night, the same thing. Tonight will be the fourth night. Surprisingly, I am doing ok (JUST ok) but feel like I can keep going. I could easily go to the doctor tomorrow and get a refill. Who knows, when the morning comes, I may just do that... I hope not.
I've had to tell everyone at work that I am really sick with allergies, just to try and explain why I am so out of it compared to my normally energetic (high) self. My underarms sweat profusely. I have had to bring a couple backup undershirts and wear a hooded jacket inside, telling everyone I think it's cold in there to keep people from seeing the massive amounts of persperation under my arms. I sneeze five, six times in a row about every other hour. I have been taking anti-diahhreal medication to keep that discomfort at bay.
All in all, its been definitely very difficult, but I think now that I have a few days under my belt (which is by far the longest I've gone in years) without Tramadol or other pain med, I have a good head start to keep going. Its only been a few days tho, and I will be realistic about my chances.
This stuff is terribly easy to get a hold of, and terribly addicting.
Whatever I can do to close down these online pharmacies, I'm ready to help!
Hello
Please you are almost there, It took me 5 days with help from a detox unit and no the normal stuff does not work neither will subxone, it was "vistaril" that helped me and believe this or not get as much Chocolate as you can, the dark is better it acts on your recptors and it works, I have been a paramedic for 30 years and have multiple degrees and could not believe.
If you can hold out and do it on your own, and If not go to a detox center tell them Tramadol and that the best course is Vistrail and anti opid drugs might make it comfy.
5 days please hold on I also spent a small fortune.Let me know how you are doing and thank you for sharing please hang in there
Hello 110th; You tell a great and totally honest story, and I would have been more than glad to give you a plus... until I read your last sentence. What it says to Me is : "I got all I wanted / needed from online pharmacies , so to hell with other people"!. People who need , but are banned from all local [U.S.] drs./ outlets , simply because they made the mistake of being totally honest in admitting to past alcoholism or drug addiction no matter how many years they have been dry or free of drugs"! ! May you suffer accordingly ! !
my republican friend !
Tramadol isn't the answer. I am all for closing down those online pharmacies too. They enable this horrible addiction.
Its been about a week... I sneeze about five times every hour still.. perspire from my underarms uncontrollably... I about lost it and tried to order some online and guess what... the website I used NO LONGER ACCEPTS VISA!!! Apparently Visa has some big thing against online pharmacies (good for them, cuz I didn't end up ordering since I didn't want to put my bank account number/routing number on the website). Lucky for me...
To SACOSAM:
You are indeed truly an idiot.
i agree with SACOSAM i think he is right other people shouldnt have to suffer because you messd yourself up. YOU ARE THE IDIOT 110TH
I've gone the same route as you on the tramadol. It's been a few weeks since I've used any. Sleep has returned significantly and the sweating profusely is gone. I should have consulted my doctor, but I didn't. Deep breathing exercises help at bed time. Warm milk helped, too. I take only vitamins now, I'm given to anemia. I still have the RLS but I deal with it by stretching in the morning before breakfast. Good luck to you.
I had started to take tramadol but after the comments I just read, no more tramadol. By the way, my comment of a few seconds was cancelled... don't know why. I was referred to the "rules and regulations" of this site, blah,blah,etc. So, I want out. Don't know how to opt out of here so I'll just
bid you bye,bye...