I don't know what to do anymore. I saw a spine surgeon this week, he told me that fussion is not an option for me, he said it won't give me any relief and he can't justify doing a surgery that extreme when it won't help.. my doctors have kept me on hydro for 3 years now, and it's taking an extreme amount of them to get any kinda relief from this back pain. When I tell the doctors this, they either cut me off, or just rewrite more hydro.

So I am out now, I planned on stopping all together, and I honestly feel like I am dying here. I know I am not the only one to go thru this, but right now it sure feels like it. I just can't live like this anymore.