I have had anxiety followed by depression since I was about 8 years old. I've attempted to commit suicide 3 times. Yet, I've never been admitted into a hospital. I have seen numerous counselors and therapists and all of them listen to my life stories in aw but never have much of a solution. I lead toward medications now. I have only been prescribed to zoloft in a high dose. One day I was extremely irritated .. panicking and unsure what to do or where to turn. I took 38 of my pills a few at a time.. looking for a cure. I regretted taking them and made a phone call to my sister when my hands cramped up. Since, I haven't taken any drugs. Lately I have been very panicky and unsure what steps to take and or what drugs to look into .. any advice?