Upon waking in the mornings, I feel tired and aggitated. I get mad over the least little thing--my hair, my clothes, everything upsets me. I feel like I am someone totally opposite of the kind of person I really am. I don't feel like myself anymore at all. I sometimes think that I would be better off if I were dead. Have no reason for living. I don't enjoy anything now. I have developed a rash on my neck and upper back that feels like an allergic reaction to metals that I have, but even if I don't wear jewelry, I still break out and nothing seems to help.