I used to do drugs a couple of years ago(Marijuana) and I used to date a girl and she really hurt me bad.Now.I am always wanting to have a girlfriend or be in a relationship and I am just wandering.I have all these weird thoughts all the time now.I have been on multiple-Anti-Depressant's and nothing seems to be working for me.Can someone diagnose me the best they can??? Even If you are not a doctor.Could you please give it your best shot or advice at least.I just want to be happy.I got away from the croud that used to do the drugs but alot of my family still does them.I don't even have 1 friend now.It's very sad. I now but that's what happens when all of your friends were drug users.
Depression,Physcotic,Paranoid Personality Disorder,etc?
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- 22 Jul 2010 by arcanoidcyst16
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- depression, paranoid disorder, marijuana
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maso416922 Jul 2010
Hey buddy,
You got your heart broken. And I know how it feels, you are still very affected by this girl, but you have to get over her and move on.
I am 41 bipolar (ocd,anxiety, insomnia, paranoia... etc) among other conditions, I also did drugs.
I have been married twice 2 children, two of my expereinces.
But this is about you.
I met a wonferful, intelligent, beautiful human being, she was and still is gorgeous.
We went out for 5 months, and then moved in together, she was also BP.
We thought that the love we had for each other would somehow overcome our "conditions" .
We went to Brazil as a pre honeymoon, got back and got engagged... we where going to get married and try to have a family, but the bipolar disorder got in the way ( I do not want to use fowl language).
Anonymous 23 Jul 2010
Hi sweet arcanoidcyst16 poor baby im sorry you've had your heart broken she obviously didnt see she had a good thing when she met you. It apparently just wasnt meant to be one day your real true love will set you free from your broken heart. In the mean time focus on yourself this should be the time to turn your life around and start anew. If you can find a job you enjoy not to mention it will get your mind off of your broken heart. Even if your not a clubber go clubbin meet some people dont worry about the whole girlfriend thing right now you will have someone soon that will want to do plenty of snuggling with you. Im usually the heartbreaker but as i grew up i soon learned that its not nice to play with someones emotions. Everyone wants to be loved maybe you just want a little more love then most and that is not a crime im sure you are sweetheart and someone will see those good qualitys in you.
arcanoidcyst16
23 Jul 2010
Your words were so soothing and peaceful you almost had me crying this morning mrspage82.I just want to say as a FRIEND that I love you and I am glad to see that.There are people out in the world that actually care to see what I am going through besides themselfs.:)mrspage is as of NOW my BF.
Sandy55523 Jul 2010
Dear arcanoidcyst16,
I'm 53 years old female and have been down the same path as you many times before getting mental health support. It is important to get professional help now and not waste so many years just "wondering" in need. I was just a round 35 years old when I finally got professional help, It is like night and day how I feel these days. It took this long before the meds I was on for help started to have "break-through" episodes. I wasted another 6 months of my life before I finally figured out why I was feeling the way I had in years gone by changing to another medication. I am back on the path to a much more relaxed/simple/happy life.
Please know that I had to try a number of different medications till the doctor found one that worked great for me. Also "break-through" can happen at any time so be aware of how you are feeling by keeping a journal of how you feel each day/week. This will help you better understand your mental health better.
Good Luck.
jamrock2869 Apr 2011
Sounds to me like you had your heart broken and along with a broken heart comes anxiety, depression, trust issues and so on. Because of the situation I personally don't think there is a real diagnosis other than a broken heart. Ive been there, and also with the drug use and loss of friends. And one day i just decided I don't belong in a certin catagory of friends, im a loner and you might be too. My best advice is to get involved with things you really enjoy, mine is hiking and climbing. A broken heart and sadness is a part of life and there is no cure. Another thing is God. Building a relationship with him can bring you all the happiness in the world :)
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I'm 22 years old and it just seems that I'm still not happy with my life.I'm unemployed as of the moment,lost the love of my life as you say,and I am so depressed all the time.I am now more or less desperate for that love I once used to feel.I currently see a Psychologist and I am soon going to see a Psychiatrist in AUGUST.I know that I am not the only one but this medication I take now which is called CONCERTA has it's benefits but the risks are starting to scare me.I think right now.I just want to hold someone really tight untill I cry.
I feel for you, just let it all out and cry even if you can not hug anyone... crying will help you... I have been there.
Take very good care of yourself and soon you will see that GOD will put an angel in your path, have patience and remmember stay strong, it is the only way to pull through..Try and get a job... any job which can help you become independent, and when you least expect it you will find your angel.
I told you a brief segment of my life..I fortunately have friends..and a girlfriend..but it took sometime.
maso; He cannot "Get Over Her"! He must learn "To Accept Her as an independant spirit and friend who He just happens to still love , and who very possibly but in HER way, still loves him. They must accept each other as best friends , then as closest friends but always as FRIENDS! ! Friends can be much closer than lovers , closer even than husband and wife.
Also , my friend maso , you mention an Angel in his path. Have you figured out who that Angel is ? ? ? I promise I will help you if you need my help & if I have the wisdom and ability to help , in any way I can, and if I am blessed with the intelligence to do so. (:->) A good friend... Sacosam I AM
P.S. There's a radio station (WBLM 102.9) up here. I wish you could get it as they have been playing some "BOSS"! sounds all night! L.o.L. !
Socosam, you are a wise man... there is not a single doubt in my mind of this fact. Thank you, for you are a true friend, who cares, and by the way I love The Boss and your great sense of humor... specially "the love bite" story (from the bumbble bee question), I love your imagination ... my friend.
And also remmember, the door opens both ways.-
A.