Day 2 on my new journey, here is my update?

ingabom09, thank you for great support. yes i live in hawaii, but ive lived here all my life, and honestly so your not fooled, many locals here are not the greatest people. yes im a local girl, but i also have more white/asian blood and my face says it all, except the nose of course, and the mouth when i talk, and when im dancing hula, thats when the few times the hawaiian will shine. im much rather proud of my asian/white. as for my family we were brought to love and honor our chinese tradtions, and customs, and last nite being kung hee fat choy, so thats where my family was in china town celebrating the new year. today is day 3, and now, since late last nite i feel like im dying. but i know this is temporary, its mostly the upper back pain and body aches, thankfull the resltless arm and leg syndrome didnt give me problems last nite. you also be strong and goodluck, an yes ive listened to interlude music for relaxing, its wonderfull, also go to massage therapy weekly for an hour, its great. take care

Oops Thor, yes huge typo. 13 pills, 1 each hour, will do that notebook. Ty

ty pledge for your much support, day 3 is a little hectice, as was nite 2, lots of body aches and anxiety. but i will move on forward and make it. leanne

Sounds good Leanne. Have yourself a great week, and no worries,pledge

ruth thank you so much, today is the 3rd day, i began to have a struggle and lots of body aches and anxiety last nite, but took my xanax at 3 am hawaii time and finall was able to get 3 hard hours of sleep. thanks you, i feel you hugs from you all the way here in the 808 state, which laugh at me now, im so over it, im 41 yrs old, just about raised my kids, 2 on their own.and the other two goes back and forth between me, whos got a small home, and my parents with a 3 story home, and a pool, and a kids room, so, guess that says it all why theyd much rather stay with their grandparents. lol, and good job on your recovery, i too am a recovering alcoholic and meth user, 9 yrs and counting. now just got to kick these pills that i sooooo at one time wouldnt even take them after major surgery, a new day, a new beginning and a new year for me. ttyl,leanne

Leanne, I am 41 yrs old too. How ironic is that. You will have some discomforts, as I did too. You should know huh. lol. But don't quit the hard struggle you have began. You will feel so much better when you have fought this battle and can say you have won. I can't believe it's been a little over 5 years since I've had a drink. That's a miracle in it's self. And what you are doing is a miracle too. Will be praying for you. Big luvs and hugs from Georgia. Ruth p.s. I would love to visit Hawaii. I here it's beautiful.