I've been going through hell, my depression and anxiety was unbarable I take 3 xanex a day 1mg that helps my anxiety but once it wares of... I feel like I don't want to be here anymore. I'm starting to take it tomorrow, going to take it before bedtime. I'm only 19. I've had a rough life. Very scared I'm going to gain weight. I was taking Effexor and I lost 20 pounds then I tried lexapro and now weigh 15 more pounds. Any help will be highly appreciated. I can't stand another day feeling like this... All I wanna do is drink to take away my feelings. :(